What can we do about this?

-continue sinking to the deep end of the pool?

-struggle to swim even if you don't know how to swim?

Felt like giving up at times and just let it be. But I'm afraid that I might regret...

I have to pick myself up!

Go back to the drawing board! Not just staring at it but draw something. Who cares if it is nice or ugly.

Not going to let myself drift around doing nothing...