Showing posts with label Psycho'ed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Psycho'ed. Show all posts
firefly
Whenever you're called to make up your mind,
And you're hampered by not having any,
The simplest way to solve the dilemma you'll find,
Is simply by flipping a penny.
NO, not so that chance shall decide the affair,
As you're passively standing there mopping.
But as soon as the penny is up in the air,
You'll suddenly know what you're hopping.
Source: Bits and Pieces, EP International


Being a perceiver, I like to take my time making decisions and taking action. If possible, I'll gather all the information and facts. It's true that I'm always the first to start assignments and research on topics before hand until I think I have got enough information. As a matter or fact, I always get more than what I need and more than what I'm able to process. In the end, I'll be spending a lot of time browsing through my reading material and be among the last to complete my assignments. To make things worst, I may even stay up all night to do so.

When it comes to making decisions, I will always keep my options open and I prefer to mull over a decision from different perspectives before coming to a conclusion. Hence, I always take time to form opinion of others because I take everybody's welfare into serious account. Often, when I'm too far in the perceiving end, I might postpone making decision until it is too late to make a conscious choice, based on the rationale that I've always made, causing decision to be made by indecision-by default. How terrible…

Due to the fact that I'm such an indecisive person, I do not like to be pushed into making a quick decision. I seriously won't be happy.

Knowing that I'm such a person, I'm in the process of improving myself in becoming a less strong perceiver because I still enjoy being a perceiver and I don't want to go to the other end, which is the judger. I still want to be who I really am, taking care of others' needs and being free from restriction.
firefly
I've finally come this far. Choosing a degree which is kind of against my parents will. Graduating from a one-year foundation which i admit, done badly. I knew very well that I could have done better...sigh. Anyway, I've came to B.Psych with a passion to understand human behaviors and make the world a better place =)
The 2-days orientation started on the 2nd of Jan, but i attended only on the 3rd which highly motivates me to study really hard at least till i complete my 3-years degree.
Meanwhile, mum has been working extra hard on lecturing me bout studying hard, concentrate, focus on my studies.......etc, etc......& last but not least, her main point, DO NOT GET INVOLVED IN ANY RELATIONSHIP... For some reason, her words are like bells, and they kept ringing loudly in my head. That's why I'm so frustrated nowadays.
I consider myself a rationale person with complicated thinking. Trust me, its not so good after all. I reflect a lot, in other words, I think a lot. And I especially focus on problems...sighhhhh...
So, I guess I have to prioritize my brain's function. Think only about my studies, and flush "other" stuff away, because according to someone, it's call wasting memory.lol
Gambatei!
fin.
firefly

I’m afraid of “them”.

“They” looked the same.

“These” people looked scary, aggressive and “they” are freaking me out!

I didn’t not want to make such prejudice statement actually, but it is my defense mechanism. It is the fourth time already. These African guys have been trying to talk to me and they are being so denial to me trying so hard to ignore them.

The guy that came and interrupted my friend and me today was the worst that I’ve ever came across. He came so near to us. Both of us were shocked, frightened, trembling…….

We wanted to tell him off right into his face but were afraid of what he is going to do to us. We desperately wanted to call for help, and even cry. Thank god I saw Zen. Thank you very much Zen. Not forgetting Sarah, Melody and Helene.

After he left, both of us were so aware of the people around us. Those guys looked so alike. We were “On-Guard”. Every time anyone of them walked past, we were shocked and alarmed, “Is HE back?”

It took us quite some time to recover from that incident and we were both very angry when we thought of how he tried to manipulate us and belittle us.

Urgh, I’m so sick about it…

I hope that it wouldn’t happen to me anymore!